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hi wow it been awhile have u ever felt like what ever you do it dose not matter or were ever you go you fill like an outkast or u like a girl but u cant seem to ask them out becuse u have to much respect for there firendship tat u would not want jeprdydize that or trying to pick a school that is good for u this are some of the emoitons i feel last nite i went to my firends kevin and his wife tami house that was the most fun i had in a long time i got to see my firends like kayla, steph, lindsay, andrew, jilian,anna,larua,kara,deana sorry if i miss splled your names but any way .we talk ,played games ,ate food and just had a blast

but then sunday came ya it curch and well i have socalled freinds i do things with them rember at the begining i said OUTKAST well here it is iam go to the youth group i just fill like am part of the group they dont have a College group but i do have one friend we call him jonsey. there a girl that i like i dont know what to do i talk to her on msn messanger i just get this weird felling but its a good weird i get so exiceted when i talk to her she is so cool she is a good no an awsome Christian but i cant ask her out cuz iam afraid that if i ask her it might do something to our friendship so i probley just wont ask her now bout the school thing iam not gonna move to north carolina so that out of the equation becuse it cost 50thousond more the a uinvirsty would so ya but theres another school it mnu that stands for midamidaerica nazrene uinvirsty thats in olathe kansas wich is a lot closer to home like a day closer it 3 hrs to get there an uti is like 12 hrs i think but ya and well thats it for now but i am trying so so hard to walk with GOD but satan keeps puttin holes in the road tat am walking i keep falling down the the holes but some how i get out of the holes

and kept on walking but i do it just keep praying

well got to go see ya soon

phil