the kill

THE KILL

Have u ever wanted somthing so bad that it kills in the inside well i have

i was sitting on my porch early this moring at 1:00 am and i was think about stuff that happen in the past and think about God and one of the thougfht that went though my head was if the earth is in Gods hand that would make God super big and it hard to conceive to idea on really how great God is like honsty look around you you see trees grass nature what outher gods can do that let me think um.... none my GOD IS BEST THERE WAS THE IS AND THE BEST THERE EVER WILL BE

and it kills me that i try to do every thing by my self cuz i know he is

there i want to have a Relationship with my GOD and get rid off all the crap in my life i wis that i could perss the rewind button and statr all over with GOD and tara well i t kills me that what i did to tara i wish i knew how she felt me wishing is like tosing a a tine rock in to the ocean it realy dont matter what i wish only God can help me know but do u think i will i hvent yet mabye i should ok GOD here u go you take it and make what to u want cuz rember when i told u that i was gonna trust u more well i gonna trust u in this matter rather we date or not date its in your hands know and or if u have anouther gurl in mind for me just show me what to do God cuz this is getting to much for me GOD iam crying out for help

AND I KOWN YA WILL