Preach

Preach

this my fav p.o.d. song off this albumPreachby P.O.D.album: Brown (1996), Payable On Death Live (1997)Let it be known that you heard it from here whenI'm on this microphone you know I make myself clear.With the power with the love with the boldness lookin my eyes and remember who told you this.Payable on death gonna hit ya hit-man talk all you want but Idon't fear any man. Cuz ya frontin' ain't nothin butwords to me you never had the stuff and your butt ain'tcrazy enough to handle we come step to me my king isHe and the power of Three! So what you want you ain'tdown with us you het so scared so mad when I saythe word Jesus. I ain't down you preach too much.But if you ask me boy I don't think I preach enough.I tell you God is real, so don't miss the boat but since.We come off hard, you say we shove it down your throats.You wanna talk that talk, walk that walkI'm the only person you see, but it ain't me that youmock man is nothing, but you think that you're badfool if it wasn't for my God, I would of already hadyou. Deny His name are you willing to admit it and if soare you willing to die for it. Cuz I am, He is my life and Idon't have to fear death cuz He already paid the price.All your talk and all your threats ain't jack blasphememy God, yo punk I'm not having that. Turn away it'syour own loss cuz all I can di is just take them to the cross

totaly randomnes

totaly randomnes

k me and my firend jessica were talkng on aim that was so cool we were talking and were just talking bout random stuff that out of left feild that was so much fun so heres some of the randomness that gose thur my head buckle up it might be crazy if so srry

like in 1977 ronnie van zant and some of the members of lynyerd skynyerd was killed

steven tyler was 18 when he wrote the song dream on

that song was about coccaine

most of the bands from swisserland are cool

theres a 27 club wich is people that die at 27

menbers are : jim morsen -the doors

jimmi hindrix

kurt corbain-nirvana

janis joplin

most of them was drug or achol

MORE RANDDOMNSE TO COME

wow

wow

wow last nite was so cool ok well i went to bible study and saw the most weirddest cake wow they can weird stuff but anyways at bible study were talk bout taming the toung it was intense with all the qustions it was so cool taming the your tonung is like taming a lion it takes time and it hursts so ya after that we sat and talk the girls went to do there top serect stuff and the guys talk bout engry drink by the way they rule srorry ben they do and dirffent career path and how God will take are lives and shake it up prety much put in a blender and just mess it up but he dose that so we will trust him and depend on him

then we were looking at diffrent pleople blogs and tryed to find them like i said i was so fun i feel that ihave change i think iam not do ing nagtive stuff any more in my blogs wich fells so good not to do such emo(depressing) stuff it like

there was clamps that came off iam free yay

i love to talk bout music and art so this time i will tell u some of my views of music if thats ok well there so much stuff outher there that it hard it fiuger out wich one u like but i likes rock some rock i stayway from rob zoimbi his music is crap trust me it is and there some rap i like but most of it i cant stand it

and contry is just hit and miss i mean ill lissten to it and jazz love it that stuff is so cool and blues that stuff u can just fell free ploka umm ya no conemet

thats how i feel bout music u can ask wat outher bands i like or dis like

hope every has a good week

phil

bestest week ever

bestest week ever

wow this week was the most awsomest week ever a made a new firend she is so cool, funny,and just so easy to talk to wow i can talk to girls easy now what happen wow i use to not but i went to church today it was cool we talk about how is your hero well i relly dont know who it is probly my uncle or my best friend rick ya i did some more drawings i try to get away from the gothic art and do more positve stuff kind like bob ross but not that postive he porbley my one of my fav artist then it Vincent van Gogh hes one of my fav i love his painting called stary nite it so cool how it blens contras it hard to explane

i am listenoing to contry music and honstley it not that bad it just depens on who u listen to like iam listing to van zant wich is rock and contry mix so we call that sonthern rock it still cool well the game plan is going ok but GOD and i had a good talk on firday as i was walking to meet some firends so we can do fun stuff ill will tell u wat me and GOD talk about well some of it ok as you know in my last blog the game plan one well anyway i talk bout tusting people more well that includes GOD as it was stormy and lighting i could have very easyley got hit by lighting but i prayed and ask GOD if this was a test of faith and trusting him i guss it was cuz i got there safeley but i was so soaked i think GOD was think iam not goin to get off so easy so he turn on his shower and told me to basicley wake up the water was so cold but i need to read my bible this week havent read it yet but i have a qustion

dose GOD have a fav sports team cuz he knows whos gonna win all the time

hmmmm

its just one of those randon thught i have i have then offten like this one i just about got an army ready

i have col. sanders

and captin crunch

and captin kangaroo

if u know of more let me know

told ya that was random

phil

my prayer

MY PRAYER

DEAR GOD

plese forgive me for all the bad stuff that i have done just help me with all that stuff umm just be with me when i try to pick a school that its the right one to go to i am trying to live like u want me to just be with all the people thats in the milltary i just ask that u be with jake as he gose over to some place over by iraq i dont know where hes going but u do help my family u know whats going on .

thank u for my awsome firends and bible study tank u for just for the giveing me life again
thanks for every thing

amen

full thottle

FULL THOTTLE

have u ever had this drink will its aesome well it an engry drink well as i was dirnk this it was like bam full trottle means to go all out so and thats wat am gonna do now nomore playing games with GOD our these dark pomes i do i tired of fell that way so here the game plan 1.read my bible every day so i know vrese to star witnessing 2.pray every day so ican keep in touch with God eventho he knows what i do all the time 3 start to trust people so this is the game plan o yeah i forgot NO MORE THOUGHT OF GOING TO KEROKE

that is the last place i need to be even though there only like 8 people there

who say they miss me but do they neway i still cant go down there ever unless i have some of my outher friends with me but gess what........................................................................................................................................

ok well i got a job now it dose not pay much but hey it a job i realy want to thank my bible study group for be there for me , bing a good in flunce on me and talking whth me

THANK U

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hi wow it been awhile have u ever felt like what ever you do it dose not matter or were ever you go you fill like an outkast or u like a girl but u cant seem to ask them out becuse u have to much respect for there firendship tat u would not want jeprdydize that or trying to pick a school that is good for u this are some of the emoitons i feel last nite i went to my firends kevin and his wife tami house that was the most fun i had in a long time i got to see my firends like kayla, steph, lindsay, andrew, jilian,anna,larua,kara,deana sorry if i miss splled your names but any way .we talk ,played games ,ate food and just had a blast

but then sunday came ya it curch and well i have socalled freinds i do things with them rember at the begining i said OUTKAST well here it is iam go to the youth group i just fill like am part of the group they dont have a College group but i do have one friend we call him jonsey. there a girl that i like i dont know what to do i talk to her on msn messanger i just get this weird felling but its a good weird i get so exiceted when i talk to her she is so cool she is a good no an awsome Christian but i cant ask her out cuz iam afraid that if i ask her it might do something to our friendship so i probley just wont ask her now bout the school thing iam not gonna move to north carolina so that out of the equation becuse it cost 50thousond more the a uinvirsty would so ya but theres another school it mnu that stands for midamidaerica nazrene uinvirsty thats in olathe kansas wich is a lot closer to home like a day closer it 3 hrs to get there an uti is like 12 hrs i think but ya and well thats it for now but i am trying so so hard to walk with GOD but satan keeps puttin holes in the road tat am walking i keep falling down the the holes but some how i get out of the holes

and kept on walking but i do it just keep praying

well got to go see ya soon

phil

all right this is one of my fav.. song AerosmithHole In My Sole
I'm down a one-way street With a one-night stand, With a one track mind Out in no-man´s land (The punishment sometimes don´t seem to fit the crime) Yeah there´s a hole in my soul But one thing I´ve learned For every love letter written There´s another burned (So you tell me how it´s gonna be this time) Is it over, Is it over ´Cause I'm blowin´ out the flame Take a walk outside your mind Tell me how it feels to be The one who turns the knife inside of me Take a look and you will find there´s nothing there girl Yeah I swear, I'm telling you girl yeah ´cause There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever It´s a place where a garden never grows There´s a hole in my soul, yeah I should have known better ´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose I'm as dry as a seven-year drought I got dust for tears And I'm all tapped out (Sometimes I feel broken and can´t get fixed) I know there´s been all kinds of shoes underneath your bed Now I sleep with my boots on but you´re still in my head (And something tells me this time I'm down to my last licks) ´Cause if it´s over, Then it´s over And it´s driving me insane Take a walk outside your mind Tell me how it feels to be The one who turns the knife inside of me Take a look and you will find there´s nothing there girl Yeah I swear, I'm telling you girl yeah ´cause There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever It´s a place where a garden never grows There´s a hole im my soul, Yeah, I should have known better ´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose If it´s over, It is over ´Cause I'm blowin´ out the flame Take a walk outside your mind Tell me how it feels to be The one who turns the knife inside of me Take a look and you will find There´s nothing there girl yeah I swear I'm telling you girl, yeah ´cause There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever It´s a place where a garden never grows There´s a hole im my soul, Yeah, I should have known better ´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose ........ click this ..........................>http://www.olypen.com/cbrm/hole_in_my_soul.htm

changes

this week i will be needing to thinking about my future because there is a chance that ill move to mooresville north carlolina ya if i find some way to get down there will go iam praying that i can getinto this school that way i can start a new life i been stuck in beatrice all my live i just need to get away form my old crowd that hung out with at the bowling ally just gotta get away this start foucusing on God more better so if get away from these it will help i know your saying why do you need to go that far away will i just feel that need to and God help to do this masive change in my life so that my story of whats happen

oh beforei go i forgot some things this big change i feel scared about moving if i move i kinda want to and then again i dont becuse ill miss my most awesomeset bible study but iam going to tryto find a bible study down there

can u plez pray for me

bye for now

can u give me some advice on this

~phil~